GB:
How about gays? Do you hate them? You killed 3 of
them in part 3. Are you homophobic?
Gerry A.:
What is homophobia anyway? It's the fear of gay people isn't it?
Who is scared of gay people anyway? Homophobia is a term bandied about
carelessly, using it to attack people with definitions seemingly very far
from what the word original means. I don't fear them. I'm pissed off crazy
by some of them. Gays are people, just like everyone else. And just
like everyone else, just like cops, priests, straight people, rock stars,
actors, etc., each group has it's share of good people, stupid people,
smart people, whackos and perverts. I hate gays who are perverts,
gays who sexually harass. They sicken me. They make my skin crawl. I hope
they fucking burn in hell.
GB: You
sound like you speak from experience.
Gerry A.:
Yes I do, actually. I've had my share of those. I mean, you wouldn't think
it, looking at me. I write about bad people in this story. If I write
about all kinds of people here for the sake of equality, for the sake of
being "politically correct", then it would divert from the story I am trying
to tell, and that is BAD storytelling.
GB: Ok,
let's talk about Erap.
Gerry A.
What about him?
GB: Well,
you just killed him in issue #6!
Gerry
A.: Who says it's Erap? I wasn't writing about him. I was writing
about a corrupt mayor. No names were named, nor were any insinuations made.
I admit that there is a certain likeness, but it really didn't occur to
me when I was drawing it. Erap was no longer a mayor when I did it, and
he wasn't even president. Still, who da thunk it huh? Erap becoming President.
I didn't vote for him. I voted for Fred Lim. I was seriously disappointed
when he lost and Erap won. But for better and for worse, Erap is president
for the next 6 years. I was willing to give him a chance, I was willing
to see what he could do. But MAN, he has screwed up totally at every opportunity.
And there is no indication that things are going to get better. I wish
he would just go, but basing on what he has been saying, he has no intention
of going anywhere. I'm for impeachment. People are so pissed off that they're
in a lynching mood. But that's just wrong. I hope they do manage to get
him out, but I hope they do it legally.
GB: Hope
you don't take this the wrong way, man, but what happened to that issue
anyway? You art for the whole of #6 really sucked!
Gerry A.:
Gah! Yeah, a number of other people pointed that out to me as well, including
Budjette Tan, Alamat Comics Editor In Chief. At that time, late 95 or so,
I was already working as an inker for Whilce Portacio. I was inking Roy
Martinez on Grifter #10 I think, for Wildstorm. I had so little free time
so whenever I had some, I worked furiously on Wasted. And the rush shows,
unfortunately. At this time I was also writing and drawing Dead Heart #1,
which I took a lot more time on drawing.
GB: Really?
What made you work on it, when you were not finished doing Wasted?
Gerry A.
I don't know. All I remember was this burning need to do it while I still
had very strong emotional connection with the story. And to be honest,
at this time, all I wanted was to finish Wasted quickly. It had gone on
for far too long already. I do realize that the art was really bad for
#6. I briefly entertained the thought of actually redrawing it, specially
for the PULP serialization, but I changed my mind.
GB: My
favorite part of Wasted is definitely issue #4. Strangely enough, nobody
got killed! Tell me how that issue came about.
Gerry A.:
The story for that issue was something unexpected for me. If you remember
the next issue blurb for #3, you would see that I was planning to write
about a corrupt cop. But right before I actually started doing #4, I was
invited to a cousin's wedding. At my state of mind then, I wasn't too hot
about weddings, about people living happily ever after, or of love altogether.
Plus, I realized that at the end of #3, I felt that I had spent enough
time giving vent to those things that annoy me and there was this fear
that I would be stuck doing this thing for a while. I mean, you can't imagine
how many requests I had to have this person or that person killed in Wasted!
I needed to put some direction to the story. So that's how that issue
came about. To be honest, that was my favorite issue too! This is where
you really get to see why Eric is doing what he is doing. He's unhappy,
and he just wants to share it with other people. he.he. I was
sick for a couple of days after finishing it.
GB: You
seem to get sick a lot working on this comic.
Gerry A.:
I actually did. As I mentioned somewhere in the book, doing each issue
was so emotionally exhausting that I just literally collapse mentally and
physically. And it's not because of the art either. I do recognize the
fact that Wasted isn't very good art wise overall. My focus was on the
story. I had invested so much emotion to writing it that I was literally
"wasted" after every issue. Perhaps that's another reason why it took so
long to finish it.
Artwork for LAKAN
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GB: The
art. When I first saw #1, I thought the art sucked. Specially after I had
seen you do intricately detailed art for Lakan. it grew on me though.
You said that your focus on Wasted was the story. What made you choose
to draw it in that kind of style?
Gerry A.:
Well, there's your answer right there. I wanted a style that was very simple
because I wanted to be able to draw it really quickly. I wanted to write
that story and finish it right away. Drawing comics really takes a long
time. On average, it takes around a day to finish a fully illustrated page.
If it took me that long to finish each issue of Wasted, I might not have
been able to finish it at all because a lot of the emotional steam that
drove me to do it would have been used up in drawing, when I needed it
for writing.
GB: What
happened to LAKAN by the way?
Gerry A:
It's a shame that it never came out. It was being written, planned and
drawn long before any Alamat title ever came out. This was in 1992. Whilce
Portacio came home and did a mini convention. Since there was an art contest,
it attracted a lot of artists |
hungry for comic book work. This is the time
I met other artists like Nick Manabat, Oliver Pulumbarit, John Toledo and
Marvin Quien. We were put together to do a comic book and Lakan was what
came out, or almost came out. I dove into my first 10 pages like a maniac,
drawing like there's no tomorrow. I was pretty happy with what I had drawn.
I'm still happy with it today, actually. At this point, our
writers started reading Sandman stuff and "grew up". They wanted to redo
the story totally. Well, that kind of pissed me off because the ten pages
that I had worked so hard on will now be totally unusable. Still I went
along because they were my friends and I really believed in the project.
I drew another ten pages which I was happy with, but not as happy as with
the first 10 that I did. Other artists came in and contributed other work.
I remember you doing 2 pages, didn't you?
GB: Oh
yeah. I almost forgot.
Gerry A.:
The artwork for #1 was completed. I think I even lettered the whole of
it or was it issue #2? By this time, Alamat had already formed and had
released a lot of comics. But to this day, though, it still hasn't come
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